Big Changes
Well Mr. Brennon, you and I have had some big changes in the last few days. It all started about a month ago when I could do nothing but hold you. You have become so dependent on me that it has not been good for anyone in our little four party family. I could not do anything without you, you didn't want your Daddy to hold you, and I felt as if I was neglecting Bryce because I had to hold you so much. I did however, get pretty good at doing things with only one hand (literally, dishes, laundry, cooking, going to the bathroom). It just all became a little too much for me to handle. So last week we both got sick and I was up with you all night because the only thing that you like if you don't feel good is to nurse. Some nights you would want to nurse up to 8-10 times in one night. So as soon as you got on medicine and started feeling better I decided it was time to switch to formula. You have adjusted beautifully, my body on the other hand is not yet adjusted, but this too shall pass. I love you very much and want you to be a well rounded and well adjusted child with no anxiety or seperation issues. Hopefully this will be better for my baby boy!
The top pictures are of bath tme, which you love! You will chase all the bath toys around the tub. So cute! The bottom two are pictures of what you have been doing when I put you down because I need to, you know - take a shower, or get dressed, or fix Bryce a snack. Let's pray this will get better soon!